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slaverachel2Him -> RE: My fantasy, now a reality... (1/8/2012 7:46:12 PM)
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ORIGINAL: femdomlover72
There is more to it than that slaverachel2Him. Damn, I feel like I have failed to accurately describe what I am going through. It is very intense both in joy and in pain. It is a real M/s relationship and I am so esctatic that I just felt the need to write. At that time I was experiencing the pain of what I went through and I described it as well. This life I am living is a dream for me, and I imagine many others. Part of the reason I wrote at all was to remark on the realities of such a fantasy to others.
I think the year I served Her has created a relationship that has the potential to endure. It is not just about living out my fantasies with Her. I agree that everyone must have limits. You have limits as a human being, and that is going to translate into your relationship with your Mistress/Master.
These considerations you mention are good ideas, its just been such a chaotic wild ride over the last year it is hard to find the time to do so. As far as friends, I don't bring any around. I am trying to make friends that are into BDSM. It is hard to experience so much and not be able to share it. You are right, it is cosensual, I can leave at anytime, She can as well. The fact that She stays amazes me. She can easily get what She wants from others, but She is just down the hall. She has kept me where She has dropped so many others. Even when what She says hurts, that thought comforts me from the back of my mind.
Yeah- i think perhaps you tried to condense it too much as it looked quite confusing. Like you found your dream, but it wasn't so good. That you were struggling and not sure about it. It NOW sounds like it is your kink being fulfilled as well as Hers, and you were relating PAST struggles. i have done that too. Try to abbreviate a story and it comes out confusing and not sounding like i thought.
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