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ashjor911 -> RE: A New Domme (2/10/2012 4:49:53 PM)
ok, i am late.. btter late than never, [;)] Congratulations mike, Cross your fingers for me will ya [8D]

slvemike4u -> RE: A New Domme (2/10/2012 4:50:15 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: Lockit Mike, I am very happy for you and will hope that you find your way through any apprehension. I can say that I have walked a bit of this with my Knyt. He never saw himself submitting fully to anyone and thought he was more a bottom than submissive. It was because he was afraid to hand everything over basically. However... lol... I saw the submissive in him, made him feel safe and comfortable and boy... did I get a good one! He is very dominant in every day life, work and all that and he struggled with wondering if he could actually go there. We are still working everything out but he grows more comfortable all the time. You will get there too if you are a good fit. That first realization that it is really happening can blow your mind and make you panic I think... but ride it out. I think you will be glad you did. [;)] God knows I'm trying,with the panic reflex,but shit if that aint my first instinct.....lol Thanks Lockit [;)]

slvemike4u -> RE: A New Domme (2/10/2012 9:11:18 PM)
Fingers are crossed ashjor,and as I told Firm there is no such thing as late when you are dropping in to wish someone well.Thank you,I do hope you get what you are looking for,and fast...everyone should be as nervous as I am....lol.

blacksword404 -> RE: A New Domme (2/10/2012 11:22:27 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: slvemike4u She has been upfront with where She wants to take me,and I know She intends to break new ground as far as what I will experience.That scares me,but I figure that is the price I need to pay to get what I want....all good so far,especially as She is in no rush to get me there. What has me quaking in my boots today is the sure knowledge that were She to insist we are to go there NOW I would meekly follow along...and that is scary,if I have lost this much of myself this quickly where will I be in six months? A slave. I was talking to a chick on here a few years back and after talking for a while she ended up my slave. But she was actually scared to meet me. Not because she was actually scared of me. But scared of who I was. Owner, Master. It was exactly what she was longing for but she afraid. Afraid of having the thing she wanted. Of having her freedom and autonomy stripped from her. Of letting go of who she was then and not knowing exactly what I would make her into. You stands at a door. Darkness inside and she tells you that the person she will mold you into is through that door. You stand trembling at the cusp. You think how the hell did she get me to this door. The answer is because you want to change. Having another's will control or influence your own means change. You accepted change when you accepted her. She showed you the road you'll be walking. So what if you find yourself further down it than you would have thought. Fear should never stop you. It should make you careful and aware.

slvemike4u -> RE: A New Domme (2/11/2012 6:36:41 AM)
Okay blacksword,that was summed up nicely,and a little bow tie was added to it. Now that wasn't' snark,not in the least. You summed it up succinctly and it fits me to a tee. Ceptin the part about being scared to meet ,I always look forward to meeting,it's a chance to play and continue my journey.This one however is the end of "play",this is the beginning of everything that comes after play....lol.But I am,and certainly so,standing at that "door" and She is beckoning me in. Perhaps I am over "scared",but dammed if I'm not nervous.It is all good though,I have never let trepidation stand between me and what I want....and I want this.

GreedyTop -> RE: A New Domme (2/11/2012 7:06:27 AM)
hugs Mike

LadyHibiscus -> RE: A New Domme (2/11/2012 7:13:23 AM)
Mike if you weren't nervous, and a least a little hesitant, I would think WTF, and that you weren't taking this seriously enough. (I am willling to bet cupcakes that she is having her own set of OMG feelings.)

Lucylastic -> RE: A New Domme (2/11/2012 7:24:48 AM)
Mike, sweetie:) take a deep breath, Dip, wriggle those toes and enjoy:) by the way I saw one of your posts earlier and I thought you might enjoy this site given the step of your apparent direction[;)] http://www.xdress.com heres a couple of pics [image]http://xdress.com/media/images/product/3389-L.jpg[/image] [image]http://xdress.com/media/images/product/3429-L.jpg[/image]

LadyHibiscus -> RE: A New Domme (2/11/2012 7:28:19 AM)
LUCY!! STOP THAT!! I am a single person and EASILY EXCITABLE!! (when I was selling gear, I got a sample leather crotchless panty.... left it with the boy who modeled it for me...)

slvemike4u -> RE: A New Domme (2/11/2012 7:32:40 AM)
You know what Lady,Her being nervous,or Her being "anything" about this new relationship just never occurred to me,She is just so damm sure in everything we are doing I never gave it a second thought. Of course now that You bring it up I find myself wishing/hoping like crazy that She is "feeling" something akin/close to what I am feeling [:)] It is a little bit different,this isn't Her first time taking over someone's life,whereas it is the first time,for me where someone is taking over most/all(without micro-managing every little thing about my life,that would just drive me crazy)of my life.I have,previously been,in service to another,but that Domme didn't care and didn't want to know about my sex life(which was active at the time)Her opinion was that if She showed an interest She might have to get involved...lol.She showed no interest and didn't get involved...so that was nothing more than service submission. This is a horse of a different color,,,hence the trepidation( I am banishing the word scared from my mind,I'm not scared anymore) Greedy,thanks for the hug,I just loves me some hugs......lol.

slvemike4u -> RE: A New Domme (2/11/2012 7:36:15 AM)
Lucy.....now "scared" is back in my head....thanks a lot....lol By the way,I don't care what you put me in,I ain't looking like that.I'm 53 years old for christ sake,keep myself in pretty goodshape for my age...but I'm 53 damm years old,and there is just no getting around that....lol

Lucylastic -> RE: A New Domme (2/11/2012 7:45:15 AM)
Oh hon... The pics are jut eye candy.. its not the body* well ok sometimes its super hot* but its the attitude :) now I KNOW you gots TONS of that :) Lady Hib, I just got me a sample pack for winning a contest there:) Pet is gonna be so happy when its his birthday:) Its saturday so I thought some eye candy would be nice:)

slvemike4u -> RE: A New Domme (2/11/2012 7:54:25 AM)
The "attitude" I got covered Lucy,and dammit I look good for 53(there goes that ego again....lol)[:)]

GreedyTop -> RE: A New Domme (2/11/2012 8:48:24 AM)
Mike.. you can always count on me for hugs ;) hugs hugs and more hugs I'm just so tickled for ya, hon!! And I KNOW I'm not the only one!!

slvemike4u -> RE: A New Domme (2/11/2012 8:58:21 AM)
No,GT,you are not,now I know I said this before...but it bears repeating...You folks are just uber fucking cool. Yanno the funny thing is I was turned on to this site o so many years ago by a Pro.....yeppers,early in the first stumbling steps of this journey I saw pro-Dommes.Anyway I developed a r/t with this one Lady,She was sweet and really liked me,our relationship moved from one of pure financial basis to one where we would "barter"I would do little things for Her and She would do little things for me...lol. Anyway She well knew what I was looking for and pointed me in this direction,thereby really starting me off on this "lifestyle". I will always owe that Lady an immense debt,if it weren't for Her I wouldn't have known any of You lovely people...I used to stay in touch with Her,but you know how it is,Her number all of a sudden stopped working one day,I think She finally met that one guy who was going to take care of Her the way She wanted....at least that is what I allways tell myself.I sure hope She found what She was looking for and is happy...cause She helped me find mine [:)] That's why when I notice those bash pro Domme threads I usually stop in and add my two cents....some of those Ladies are just pure Gold [:)]

GreedyTop -> RE: A New Domme (2/11/2012 9:07:43 AM)
you rock, Mike :)

slvemike4u -> RE: A New Domme (2/11/2012 9:15:05 AM)
awww,shucks Ma'am,i'm just little old me [:)]

GreedyTop -> RE: A New Domme (2/11/2012 9:19:02 AM)
grins exactly!!

LadyHibiscus -> RE: A New Domme (2/11/2012 10:51:10 AM)
[:)]

slvemike4u -> RE: A New Domme (2/11/2012 11:01:04 AM)
LadyHibiscus brought up earlier the state of mind of my Domme,let me regale you all with my one foray into that area.... I journal,this is a tremendous asset for those not in a live in situation,it allows me to process my thoughts on "paper" and sort of talk it all out with myself and Her.My Domme,quite naturally has complete access to this account.I let Her know when I have made an entry,She peruses it,and than gives me feedback(I just adore my Domme....lol) Anyway,I journaled Wednesday night,She told me we would discuss it at dinner Thursday,I couldn't wait,I thought I had made some great entries full of introspection and true feelings about some stuff She had had me do. It soon became apparent that She did not share my evaluation of my work with me. Seems She had issues with some stuff in there,particularly one section where I assured Her in writing as to my determination to make Her as happy as I was with Her fortune in getting a slave like me....lol. First off She hit me with my ego issues,okay I can tend to think well of myself,now it isn't like I think I am gods gift or anything,I just happen to think that I have a sharp,funny intellect and that I can spin a yarn with the best of them(right now eyes are rolling all over cyberspace at my impudence,hubris....and so on and so forth)than She got to what,for Her was the big issue. She objected,and strenuously to my asserting that I would move Her in any way shape or form,She stated that it wasn't my place to "make Her" anything...that I needed to learn that my sole job was to surrender the reins and to let Her lead us where She wanted to go. So the moral of the story is...that while I will mildly speculate on Her state of mind here,I have learned that it really isn't any of my business,and certainly it isn't my job to try to direct that or influence it in any way other than thru trying to please Her and by being the best damm slave I can be.

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