needlesandpins
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spiders.....just no way, no how. even when dead. i know it's sometimes silly, but just no. water. especially that that i can not see in. i have nightmares about it too. however, i can swim, and used to be a very strong swimmer, so i know i can potentially save myself. to that end i do sometimes push myself very hard to challenge my fear. chances are though that once i stop i'm going to cry. even crossing some of the bridges over the thames is a challange that i wouldn't do on my own. boats are almost a hard limit, but i did once push myself to try crossing the thames in one at richmond. due to a very high tide though we couldn't do it thankfully. once off of the pontoon it took a huge effort to not cry. i felt very embarressed with my playmate as we hadn't really talked about it, and i felt silly. now though he knows and helps me with it. some men instantly strike a fear into me in a very bad way. i have to make sure i am not alone with them. needles
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