sleazybutterfly
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I haven't really read very many of the posts, I didn't want what I said to be aimed at other posts or somehow "jaded". If I repeat anyone else, this is why. I was raised in church, American Baptist to be exact. My whole family is (was) involved, be it Deacons, Choir, Sunday school teacher, etc... I was always pretty much taught, the Bible says what it says, don't question it, just accept it with Faith. Now, after coming out of the closet twice (bisexual, bdsm), I don't affiliate myself with a certain organized Christian religion. Does that make me less of one? No, it doesn't. The Bible is very important to me. It's a place I can go and read words of comfort, words that help in my faith, thru bad times, sorrow, and can help renew me a bit. I know that it has been tainted my man over the years, I know that certain books were even left out, I also am very aware that people can take many things in it and twist them for the cause they are promoting. This is where so much prejudice against Christians comes from. People think if you are one, that you automatically agree with every other Christian out there about everything. I have looked into many forms of faith, from Buddhism, Mormonism, Church of Novis Spiritus, Pagans..etc.. The thing is, I always come back to my faith, my Christian one. I learn and take certain things from others ..but Christ is always at the core of my beliefs. I know that many people think of Faith as a crutch. If that is what you want to think, that is fine. I have to say.. I can't imagine facing a day on this earth without knowing there was Something greater than I was in charge of it all. We aren't all Pat Robertson followers, a good portion of us search our hearts, research, and make our own choices. I know I am not a perfect Christian, I don't claim to be. I know that many say that I will not go to Heaven, or that God doesn't love me because of the way I am. I know that the only times I have felt apart from God, were times that I caused. I did this by pulling away, running away, closing my heart off. Those reasons were because I listened to everyone telling me I wasn't cared about anymore, and I started to believe them. So, He never left me, I just quit listening. I think I get most frustrated, because love is talked about the Bible much more than hate..but it seems that is what people take from it so much anymore. Jesus was very loving, he didn't shun, he didn't judge, he loved, he welcomed, he healed. I think if Churches taught more of that, more of the "real" Jesus, that more people would look to their (my) faith for love and acceptance. I guess for some people, it just makes them feel higher, better about themselves to judge others. If they can see something someone else does as wrong, then they can ignore the things that are wrong in their lives. I have learned not to judge, if I catch myself, I will be the first to put a stop to it. We are all human... we all love.. we all need love.. we make mistakes..we need forgiveness. I think the Bible is more of a guide, a tool, a place to find and learn teachings, about the faith..etc. Some things can be taken exactly the way they are, others are more symbolically written. The danger is when people pick it apart, make things that aren't really there, or use it as and excuse to dismiss or hate a whole group of people. ~Andrea
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~Flutterby ~Curvylicious Just when the caterpillar thought the world was over, she became a butterfly. Life is not a popularity contest, it's better to be hated for what you believe, than loved for a lie.
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