LASub4Real -> RE: Should I See a Pro Domme? (10/2/2006 1:26:18 PM)
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I don’t know. Maybe. But I warn that much can be missed due to a lack of context. [Context] Kindergarten--First day of school: You’re scared, and a little lost but you notice a little girl 2 rows across the room with long, dark hair. Her name sticker reads, “Juliet.” When you go home, you draw a picture of her with your new crayons. Your mother asks who you are drawing. You don't tell her. Feb 14th--Third grade: Juliet in finally in your class again. It’s Valentines day and all of the kids are passing out cards. Juliet comes to your desk and hands you her card. You pause awkwardly then remember to say “thank you,” she smiles. You never throw away the card. Middle School--The Science Fair: You’ve worked for weeks on your volcano exhibit but when you get to the gym to set it up, you realize that it’s pretty lame. Juliet comes by your table with a group of girls. They begin giggling and pointing. Your face is burning with embarrassment. You feel a hand on your shoulder and Juliet’s voice says, “I think it’s pretty neat.” Your eyes meet hers for a moment. High School--The Big Game: From the bleachers you can make out Juliet on the field doing her cheer leading routine. She looks up, seeing you and waves. She looks so beautiful, you wave back. Then a big football player runs up and she gives him a big hug. He kisses her and your heart sinks. High School--Graduation: The ceremony has finally ended, you’re walking across the parking lot in your cap and gown. You hear a voice behind you calling your name. Juliet runs up out of breath, “You forgot to sign my yearbook?” You exchange books, you don’t have many signatures so she signs the front inside page. You can barely find room to sign in her yearbook. Hey boyfriend Gary is honking the horn of his new graduation gift, “I have to go.” You’re both going to different colleges next year. You watch her as she disappears, probably for the last time. At least she signed your yearbook. College--Two years later: College has been different, you’ve grown up, found your confidence. You’re popular, have had several girlfriends, currently single. You’ve just finished your chemistry lab, it’s six p.m. you turn a corner and almost bump into... Juliet? What is she doing here? She’s just transferred last week, it’s a long story. You begin to talk, she’s no longer with Gary. She keeps saying how different you are, she almost seems shy to be with you... You tell her that it’s crazy, but you want to show her something. You take her up to your dorm room, she sits on the bed while you pull a wooden box from your footlocker. You don’t know where to begin. You pull out an old picture, drawn in crayon, a Valentines card from 3rd grade, you open your yearbook to the inside cover. She does not speak but accepts these each in silence and emotion. You tell her that you have loved her all of your life and that of all the people in the world she is your favorite person. You sit next to her on your bed. A small tear rolls down her cheek, she leans into you, she looks into your eyes for what seems like the longest moment and then kisses you. Question: Do you like kissing? Answer: Oh yes... yes, you do! PARALLEL UNIVERSE You’re in your dorm room one day and a girl you’ve never met before calling herself Juliet says she’s short on cash and will kiss you for twenty bucks. You laugh and tell her you’ve only got ten. It’s a deal. She leans in, you kiss. She says thanks, and walks away. You say thanks, to her back. Question: Do you like kissing? Answer: Maybe I should have kept the ten bucks for pizza. [/Context] It's not so much about trying out things to see if you like them, it's what those things can mean to you in a real relationship. LAsub
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