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icy_flame -> RE: Slavegirl’s orgasmic abstinence by free will. (2/5/2008 4:47:38 PM)
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Greetings all,
Having read the posts on this thread, I thought it was time to introduce myself and write/explain/clarify a few things.
I’m icy_flame, Master Milivoje’s slave.
Prior to meeting Master I knew very little about the lifestyle. Now, looking back at the past and all the amazing things that have happened since, I consider myself extremely fortunate to have been given a chance to be his slave. I have changed in so many ways over time; I have discovered my true self and have grown as a person all thanks to him, his guidance and support. I love every second of our relationship.
And now a little info on whom I used to be: Before I met Master I was a person who had trouble reaching an orgasm. It happened even with him at the beginning. Not only did he change that but he turned me into a highly orgasmic person. Hell I can even cum on command (something I never believed I could do) without any stimuli! I grew to love the orgasms as they intensified in strength and length [:)]. I became insatiable. The more I came, the more I wanted him and the orgasms. And don’t get me wrong, Master reveled in them too.
But as strange as this may sound to some, I also felt selfish cumming so much and so often during an intercourse, while he only came once in the end. I felt like he was pleasing me and not the other way around. So, when he mentioned that he wanted me not to have orgasms during intercourse for a week, I was a bit scared at first, thinking I couldn’t do it. He gave me a trial period and told me I could ask him for an orgasm if I really felt I was on the verge and couldn’t take it any more. He is not so adamant as may struck some people.
The amazing thing is I not only felt no need to have an orgasm, but I finally felt free to completely focus on his pleasure. And he also felt the change. My skin was different… softer, smoother as he later told me. The movements of my body were different. Even the smallest traces of selfishness have disappeared. Seeing me so eager to please him, so completely immersed in his pleasure only turned him on even more and made him enjoy sex on a level entirely different from anything he has ever experienced before. Watching the expression on his face and the thrusts of his body as he was cumming gave me more pleasure than any orgasm ever did. I was ecstatic and fulfilled at the same time. I can just say that it was the most powerful experience for both of us.
As for the date he set for my next orgasm, I have no worries about it. I know my Master and I know that he loves me and the last thing he would want is to see me unhappy. The whole experience of me not cumming is so fantastic for him for the simple fact that I am enjoying it so much.
icy_flame
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