CelticPrince
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ORIGINAL: aftershox The first time I dipped down in subspace, I didn't know I was there. My new Master asked a question, and I was unable to form words. That rattled me as I struggled to answer, so I pulled myself out to normal consciousness. He later asked how it felt. Only then did I realize had been there. The second time was much the same. An inner voice said that a sexy woman isn't unresponsive. Since I had gone unresponsive, my voice yanked my right back up again. I had gone judgemental on myself. I wonder how many other submissives don't realize their brain and inner voices block them from getting there. I did finally learn to give myself permission to go unresponsive for Him. After all, it is a very desirable response, isn;t it? I often have flashbacks hours later. I guess that is normal. aftershox, I think the number that you question might be higher than anyone appreciates. Thanks for sharing. CP
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