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devilsrigger -> RE: How much can a Master actually change a slave? (11/28/2011 11:47:20 AM)
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I see where you might feel that way. I think being submissive, it is probably very hard for you to really understand the mindset of a 'true' slave. It does not in any way make them one dimensional. They can have as full a life as you have (and do, I've trained many). What it does do however, is that it is a true and complete transfer (irrevocable) of power to the owner. This is a privilege that is earned over time, until the slave makes their final choice to make it my right.
This is why I say that a true slave is not made, she is found. They are hard to find, and frequently when I have found them, they have been abused or misused, broken, or hurt by those without the skill and sense of responsibility to carry that level of control without abusing the slave. I reward the slave for transforming the privilege into a right. For yielding themselves to me; even to the air they are allowed to breath, the heartbeats they are given to serve me. I am not a god, obviously, but I expect that level of love, devotion, and sacrifice. Anything less means they are giving less than 100% of themselves to me.
Here is a diary entry from one of my recent 'true' slaves, giving insight into her mindset--
"Master still hasn't gotten His videos. cunt has been busy all day working and had no time left alone. So it's still holding its shit. it is enjoying the discomfort in a way, because every time it wants to relieve itself, it thinks of Master. As it should be! Master and His cock are what matters. Master and His cock are its reason for existing. Period. The more it thinks of Master and the more it is reminded of its place in the world, the better it feels. When it gets upset or frustrated, it's not because Master's too hard or too demanding. He's the perfect Master. It's the world outside of cuntmind that drives it crazy. Master brings pigsemen back to sanity. Where it's happy. So when its tummy rumbles and it has to clench its butthole, it thinks of Master. Good for pigsemen, not good for Master. This is when it feels totally useless. And needs its cunt spankings. To show it's at least wanting to do what it is supposed to do, it smiled for Master today. Clit was clamped and pulled. As it writes, it wants to go empty its bowels. Badly! Thank You, Master!" ~cunt
This was written after she was not allowed to defecate without permission (3-4 days had passed). The term 'smile' denotes a ritual I developed for her- she was trained to always carry 2 or 3 queue-balls in her vagina, like oversized benwa balls, and I would have her squat and push one out exactly half-way out using her vaginal muscles alone, take a pic or vid of it, and then suck it back in. No matter where she happened to be at, or time of day or night. Such little things make a girl so happy.
In the end, one 'true' slave is literally worth her weight in gold. Because she wants it this way. I just remove the obstacles in her mind and in her life and allow her to be the pigslut she craves to be- and be respected for it.
DR
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