ownedgirlie
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ORIGINAL: ownedandcollared thank you for responding, all of you. And i am so sorry to have become the cause of so much conflict. Please believe me, it wasn't my intention at all, to make some of you argue. Someone asked me why they tend to bounce me from therepist to therepist. One was, in fact, the *type* of relationship that i have. The others didn't feel *qualified* enough to treat me. Its kinda funny, in a sad kind of way. i'm too crazy to be treated. Thank You all for your replies, and please take my sincere apology for causing the argument. ~amanda I was wondering, amidst all the squabbling around here, how you were doing and if you would post again. I am glad to see that you did. Do not take responsibility for the actions of others. People choose how they behave in a situation and that is completely out of your control. Keep fighting for yourself. You are not too crazy to be treated; you have simply not yet found a decent therapist. If you have not done so already, you may want to ask your doctor (primary care, etc.) if he can help you find a psychiatrist who also serves as a therapist, or who partners with one. Major Depressive Disorder runs in my family and the things you have said here remind me of some of their testimonies, too. What I'm trying to say is, there may be a diagnosis for you of a chemical imbalance that is skewing your thinking and therefore causing you to question your desire for life. Thank you for posting. I'm glad you are continuing to reach out.
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