Termyn8or
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LOL, I was just thinking about how I have changed over the years. I used to be so secretive about my kink, but now I am getting to the point I don't care. There comes a time in life when it is a good thing to be open, when it will lead to greater fullfilment.
Is it that time for you ? Let's say a hacker comes around and puts MY personal info out there. Do I care ? I am damnear irreplacable at work, unattached and have a credit score close to 800. If someone threatened to blackmail me to my boss the first thing I would do is call my boss on the phone and sayu "Expect a phone call from an asshole telling you I like to tie up chicks and shit". The first thing he would say is "So what do I care ?". Later of course he would ask if it is true, to which I would reply "Sure is".
Others do not always have it so good. Some places image is everything. Some places politics is everything. One thing about my life, I am pretty much where I want to be, and I hope one day everyone here gets there. My boss will not give up the $1,000 per day average I bring in. A couple of weeks ago I called off, I told him straight out "I did a bunch of coke and it got me all screwed up for today". Then I proceeded to go in the afternoon to make another deal, actually to get an advance. I said "You are upfront with me so......".
So, know what I am going to do ? Anything I want. Without my ID or license I will drive close to the speed limits, stop for redlights and not hit the other cars. I will not smoke pot on the front porch. Noone underage gets in my house without a Parent (should I check their ID ?).
When I get to jail finally (because you know they catch everybody, like they caught the guy that shot me, but I haven't caught wind of it), guess what. I will be in jail for not having the proper papers.
Mods note what I am about to say, they do not want me in jail. I know I am one of the most controversial posters here, and I am just being me. You should see me in real life ! I learn the rules here as I go along, make a mistake or two, but in real life there is nobody to put me out, and in jail they can't.
See the longest I was in jail was 30 days, and in that 30 days I touched the lives of about 50 people, giving good law advice. Not this common law mumbo-jumbo, real stuff. Not about taxes, about how alot of people are railroaded in here, how they do it and how to get out. The names of good lawyers. Home treatments of physical conditions. I do nothing but cost them money when in jail.
They know it too. One day the cops were at my house at 4AM to deal with a loud music complaint. I did not get a ticket. They do not want me, even though they want me.
And I am bold. One day in jail I said "Know why you N_____ are in here for dealing, because you are on the corner yelling 'dimes dimes, anybody need a dime ?'". I went on to tell them, pay rent somewhere, you're making what, a grand a day ?, just keep it cool and discreet, like White folk do.
It was an interesting debate that followed, much better than I expected. They told me that on the street you can run, in a house or car you can't, and I replied that if you don't get spotted you have no need to run. You would be at your crib still making $1,000 a day instead of sitting in here with me. when they asked why I was there I replied truthfully, I belong there. I have gotten away with soooooooooooo much that any time the give me is not enough.
If they only knew. So here I am getting along with the brothers in there, and they laugh at one guy who doesn't know how to read. I told them straight out "It's not fucking funny".
My guile and my gall is tempered by a sincere desire to do good. I remember the words "We are a bad influence on everybody", spoken a very long time ago. I spoke those words and I am not happy with that part of my life.
Since then I strive to educate and inform people when I can. Getting people to resolve their conflicts rather than to resort to revenge or retaliation. I can remember a time when it was exactly the opposite. Back then I advocated revenge. I was revenge helper so to speak. There are two guys I met since then that had all this happened 20 years ago we would have went and did nasty things.
I had plenty of cars so they would not see us coming, there were no cellphones so cutting the phone wires was very effective. I am so ashamed of those days that words cannot express it. I would probably qualify to become a Mossad agent.
I will get a picture ID, I need to move some money to a different bank, but I will not carry it to make a $12 purchase. The ink cartridge is a moot point now, I have a laser printeer, which means in about a year or three I will have to go online and get toner for it. I could go to Officemax and find that they have to order it, or I can just order it myself.
I have ordered my life to comply with non-compliance. One of my favorite sayings I made is "Compliance is futile, you must resist". Research that on the net far enough and you will actually find out exactly who I am and probably where I am. I am not afraid of anyone, but then I can't assume that all others have that confidence. When the barrell of my gun knocks their front teeth out they will likely calm down.
Actually I mention this because of another forum that got hacked out of existence. Wasn't real busy but it wasn't bad. It was on sweetchastity.com. The owner of that site got an asswhipping for it. He didn't give up, but the forum is gone.
Why do people do that ? Beat someone's ass because they don't like them ? Too much work, and WRONG. If you don't like them just tell them to stay away from you. If they then impose themselves on you, beat away.
I don't understand people sometimes. I don't understand the world at times. Are there going to be national IDs in Iraq and Afganistan ? When they heard we were coming they passed out weapons to the people, while our senators and congressmen were pushing to take ours away.
I think the reason that Mod11 watches me is because of the statements I make, no doubt, but what most of you see as a civilized world I see as chaos. It is like alot of people are blind to the chaos. I see it very clearly though.
Every time I see a flag draped over a coffin of one of our soldiers I do not feel grief. I want to grab the flag, twist it up and strangle the entire upper administration of the US government with it. From the top down.
How long is it going to be until such a statement will land me in jail ?
Speaking of jail, I have retired from it. Back when there was a shred of decency in the courts a good Man could make some headway. Not any more.
Anyway missturbation (kinda like that name) with what you have said here, my interest is piqued as to your background, your particular slant on it. Were you the victim of a crime, were your Parents involved in law enforcement ? Things like that. I know very few people who would invoke the "What do you have to hide" statement. Seems to me such people were afforded very little privacy in life, and are used to not having it.
Buddy of mine, years ago was thinking of becoming a PI. I talked him out of it. First of all he is not smart enough, nice guy, just not the brightest bulb on the tree. I asked him if he valued his privacy, he said yes. I asked him why he would want a job that is specificaslly to violate people's privacy. He settled for 50 grand a year at a technical type job.
Maybe I can understand a bit, I remember a discussion. He asked why my bedroom was locked. He asked and commented that when over his house you can go anywhere you want. I replied "That is you". Indeed that is his decision to hide nothing, but he cannot make that decision for me.
I'll have to ask him what he thinks about Iraq and get back to you, probably have another 34 post a day thread :-)
Anyway, be well all.
T
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