MadRabbit
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ORIGINAL: MadRabbit With such harsh judgements on another man, I figure it's at least fair to mention that I have my own little dark place that I can and have gone a few times, particularly in scenarios where I am being bullied, physically overpowered, or feeling weak/helpless. Blood-red, murderous, pure, bone breaking and head slamming rage where I am capable of doing things to a human being that I never thought I had it in to do. It's something I am aware of and even fear about myself when the right catalysts start to happen and I feel that energy boiling up inside of me. I understand the place that you refer to, MR, but I do think there's a great difference between the ability to utilize violence when provoked or necessary and the persistent presence of chaos that the expression "aura of violence" invokes. FirmhandKY somewhat touched on that "dark place" in a description of himself... "I am a man who avoids conflict and violence, unless it is required, and then I don't half-step, I go for total death and destruction. I'm a pacifist who believes that violence is sometimes the only correct response." We all have our dark sides. The difference is between accepting that it exists, or being attracted to it. I agree completely and thank you. That was really insightful and will have to think on that. It used to bother me in the past on a moral level, because it existed, but not much anymore. It bothers me somewhat because I am attracted to it. As I mentioned, it crosses over into my sadism and why hurting people sexually is a strong part of my sex life. Much like the all-to-worn-out pop culture references to the dangers of the Dark Side of the Force, there is power in rage and violence and at least to me, it's the same kind of power I find in consentually inflicting pain on women. Blissful, elating, and almost sickeningly bitter-sweet. I've found it kind of interesting because with a few personal conversations with sadists I respect heavily for their character and balanced psyches, they have confided in me they have the same issue with rage as I do.
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